Cleaned my room tonight

They say you can measure how organized a person's life is by how clean their room is. Well, what does it say when I clean my room every night, and mess it up in the morning, only to clean it up at night all over again? Is that how my life is going right now? I think I have everything figured out, then I look back once more in closet and see another shirt I could wear and throw it on the bed a long with the others. I look back at the clock and then panic because it's crunch time now and I'm going to have to decide what to do at that instant. Am I afraid of the future because I'm thinking too much about it? Should I be living right here and right now? Damn I ask a lot of questions lol, does anybody have some answers for me!?