Thursday, October 29, 2009
When will it stop?
Why are the emotions eating me from the inside out, as if I'm not already filled with more than enough doubt? Its crazy to think this at this age, but I guess its nothing but a number, I swear I wish I could put it so sleep, let it slumber. It keeps digging itself deeper into my psyche, this is going to drive me insane, is there anybody that can help me, before it implodes my heart, my soul and brain? The pressure is more than I can handle, I admit it, but the pain still courses through my veins. I'm constantly feeling the erruption of madness within, that looks as if ill never win. To be honest I'm glad these walls cant talk, because then you'd be forced to see, just how dark and twisted I've really come to be. Though you were never there, you still affected me, you’ve made your mark. Looks like your plan came to fruition, looks like your seed grew into completion.
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do you sing? you would be a really good songwriter.. :)
ReplyDeleteI love the way your mind works, that and you I like your writing.
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@justanotherbrokegirl: Nah I wish I could sing though, I just write whenever the muse lends me a hand, thanks tho!
ReplyDelete& @The romantic query: Thank you, I feel like writing from personal experience and putting emotions into your writing seems to bring out the best words to try and paint the picture, I'm glad you like it though, thank you for the complement.
You already know how I feel about this..AMAZING honey!
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