Upset or Happy? Im just confused

Classes ended, my summer begins. I've got the idea in my head to take up summer courses, and infact I do register myself AND change my work schedule, except one big problem, I have absolutely no way of paying for them! Lol You'd think I would of had that part figured out before anything else...Ok no biggie I'll just change my work schedule and cake it this summer and save some money too. Then the reality of the recession smacks me across the face harder than the girlfriend smacked that dude in Shutter (well maybe not that hard, the whole theater felt that smack when she hit him LOL) Buuuuuuut now they tell me, after I have to jump through flaming hoops to get back my original summer hours that I can't work more than 19 hours a week....WTF? I shit 19 hours a week, that's not nearly enough money to have an enjoyable summer!!....So in order to not have a heart attack I think of this in a positive way, how can I do that you say? I don't know, maybe I've had a few bad brownies lately, maybe I realized that life is about as negative as you make it. I just see it now as not having to spend as much time at work anymore dealing with rude ass people telling me they're taxes pay my check,when they don't get what they want....GUESS WHAT DUMBASS? I PAY TAXES TOO /end mini rant, and also to me it means spending more time doing the things that I want to do, which by the looks of it, I'm going to have a lot of time for that.